Okay... sorry, another post with no pictures {this is so unlike me}. But I stayed up late watching the Lost season finale with Ryan (via Skype) and decided I wanted to ramble a bit, isn't that what blogs are for?
Ryan left on Saturday to go learn how to be a research nerd in Maine... why he had to go clear in the heck to Maine, I don't know. He seemed pretty savvy in both the research and nerd realms to me, but what do I know...I digress. He will be gone on an all expenses paid for trip until next Saturday and I am trying to keep my sanity at home with the girls. It has only been two days and I have already resorted to a little craft therapy...
I wanted to just post a few goals that I want to work on while Ryan is gone (in no particular order).
#1 - Keep my sanity, aka don't lose it with the girls! Don't get me wrong. I love being a mother of two
drama queens girls. But sometimes the whining/fussing can be exhausting and really get on my nerves. I want to try really hard to be more positive and fun while Daddy is away. Our days usually consist of me being bearable until about the late afternoon, and then I am just an ornery patch of weeds.
But usually it is okay because then Ry gets home in the evening and plays with the girls and lets me take a breather
(even if it is just to make dinner). *sigh* How am I ever going to survive his 3rd year of medical school...
#2 - Keep on track with my exercising. I am one or the other. I can either eat right, or exercise. I have a heck of a time doing both... and lately I haven't done either. I am borrowing Jillian Michaels 30-day Shred from a friend and am resolved to at least do that everyday. And some days I still go for walks with the girls. I still need to do better with my eating, but the exercise is a good start.
#3 - Try to read my scriptures everyday - I am the worst. I have the
hardest time reading my scriptures. Usually because anytime I sit down with a book I just crash, but I just am so stubborn sometimes. I need to just buckle down and be more diligent in my studies, otherwise I'll jinx myself and Heavenly Father will send a big trial my way to knock some sense into me.
#4 - Keep up on the house (mainly the dishes) - I will be so good at keeping house for a day or two, and then I relax for one day and the dishes start to pile up... and the toys get scattered all over. And then the next day I can't get myself motivated to do anything and more dishes pile up, and the toys get spread farther around the house... and then the next day everything seems so overwhelming that I just leave the house and go to the park or something so I can avoid the inevitable... then eventually, before the child family services show up to take away my children, I have to roll up my sleeves and hustle around the house to get it back into shape. Then I am tired from all that... and the vicious cycle starts again!!!
So... keep up Liz... two days down and lookin' good!
Well, looking at those four little goals I am going to stop. right. there (especially since you are all seeing a side of me that this blog doesn't usually show... secrets out, I am far from perfect!). Hopefully if I focus really hard on these goals then I won't miss Ry so much, and the week will go by quickly so I can see him again. Until then, everyone say I little prayer for me so I don't strangle the girls...
PS - I'll try and do something fun so I have some pictures or something interesting to post next.